Sometimes in life you have to just battle through stuff. This stuff can be stuff you don’t really want to fight through but you do it anyway. Stuff can cause stress, it can piss you off, it can really annoy the shit out of you. The cards are stacked against you. It can make you want to quit.
But that same stuff can also create amazing opportunities. Sometimes you just have to battle through the stuff because there’s hope that at the end of the fight it will be worth all the bullshit.
I’ve always struggled with patience. This particular battle requires a great deal of it. I’m fighting. I’m fighting for something that I believe in. I’m waiting. I hate waiting. I’m learning. That is really important to me. I’m hopeful that if I can figure this thing out and find a way to win the battle it will all be worth it. No doubt I’m going to be better because of the fight.
They say that it’s not about the destination but the journey. This journey has been a long one and had its ups and downs. The ups have been life changing. The downs are worth fighting through. They say there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. I don’t see the light but trust its there. Fight or flight – fight. Win or lose - fuck losing, we’re going for the win.
Now I’m going to go listen to Metallica because Metallica rules!